It is said, that God gives us no more than we can handle. It's also said that with any great loss we grow stronger. I've had two great losses, a 14 year old cow dog some 17 years ago that I thought I would never get over, then after several years, took on 'Dusty', which I will never regret. I lost my soul mate a couple of years ago and again I felt like I could just 'pass over' at will, I felt so down and so lost. I chose to stay to take care of my boy for he would be so lost without me. Not looking forward to this, and hope you find peace and another partner that will make you complete. All true dog guys need a 'one man dog' if you want to call it that. It makes us complete, it makes us tolerate this place while we are here, and at times gives us the strength to go on each day. There have been many inspirational quotes by dog lovers, but I leave you with my favorite one.
"If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went."
—Will Rogers